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Sublime's Bud Gaugh Sobers Up, Is Ready Emotionally to Tour With New Singer

  • Posted on Apr 16th 2010 6:00PM by Steve Baltin
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Bud Gaugh of Sublime"What if?" is a question Sublime's Bud Gaugh and Eric Wilson have had to live with for more than a decade. After breaking through with an album that would go on to sell five times platinum, they never got to enjoy their success.

Of course, just before that final album, 'Sublime,' was released and took them to the top of the charts, frontman Bradley Nowell passed away in May 1996 of a drug overdose. Gaugh admits that coming so close to his dreams, only to have them taken away through such tragic circumstances, almost destroyed him, and he turned to alcohol. And it's only after he got sober in 2007 that he could begin to face the past.

Now the father of a 15-month-old daughter, Gaugh is choosing to embrace the past. He and Wilson have found a new singer, Rome Ramirez, and will head out on tour as Sublime With Rome. In this candid interview, Gaugh talks about battling his own demons, giving up heroin after Nowell's death and Sublime's posthumous success.


It's easy to forget, as I think most people do, that you never got to do many of these songs live. Was there a moment for you where it hit you that you guys were really doing this and playing these songs in front of people?


Yeah, it was actually at the Sparks show, a real small Mexican food joint [in Reno, Nevada] that kind of doubles as a nightclub, and the place was really jam-packed. We didn't really announce it. Our other band, Del Mar, was hosting the show and we [as Sublime With Rome] came on as special guests. That was the first time I experienced it, to a lesser degree, though, even though it was the very first time Eric and I were playing those songs back together again. But then at the Smoke Out was unreal. As I was taking the stage, I was looking out over the crowd. People were cheering, arms up in the air, great welcome and response from crowd. And I just had to stand there up on my drum throne and look at the crowd and take it all in because it was kind of overwhelming. You can only imagine the emotions that were going through my head and heart at the time. It was an awesome experience -- bittersweet, yet still well deserved.

Alice in Chains went through the same thing. One of the things Jerry Cantrell told me was how he didn't let go of all the stuff after the death of Layne Staley until finally making a new album 13 years later. You went through a very similar time frame. Was it the same type of thing for you?

Right off the bat, it was really tough dealing with [it], and I started drinking a lot to suppress the emotions. That never works. It finally took me to about three years ago when I stopped drinking to confront a lot of the emotions I was suppressing. And in order to deal with those things, you really have to confront them. So it was 2007, I quit drinking, I realized this was a tragic thing and it's never gonna be the same. I was like, "OK, that was then and this is now. I'm ready to carry on with my life now. I'm not gonna keep on looking back in the past and feeling sorry for myself, what could've been."

Eric and I both started at a young age and were like, "I'm gonna be a professional musician, that's what I'm gonna do." This was an opportunity that a lot of musicians don't even get to achieve. So we were on this magic carpet ride that gets yanked from out from underneath our feet. "OK, where do we go now? My whole identity, everything I worked my whole life for, is shot." You can imagine some of the self-destructive thoughts and behaviors that can go along with having your dreams crushed. And so I was never able to advance or get out of that mess because I wasn't allowing myself.

[But] as soon as I decided, "OK, I'm done with this. This isn't what I'm going to do anymore," my wife said, "Hey, let's play in a band together." I started playing music again and it was just for fun, I wasn't gonna do it professionally or anything like that because I had my spoonful, if you will [laughs]. So it was right as soon as we finished our album with Del Mar that I get this phone call from Eric. And I hadn't talked to Eric in years. I'd see him in passing, coming down to SoCal I'd run into him here and there, but it wasn't like we were hanging-out best friends like we used to [be]. And he said, almost word-for-word what he said when he introduced Brad to me, "Hey, you gotta check this guy [Rome] out. He can sing, he's got a great voice, he's an awesome guitar player." So it kind of struck me odd in that sense, and then also Eric's such a good musician himself; he's a very talented person, so for him to hold somebody in that regard really got my interest. And so I thought, "I owe it to myself, I owe it to my brother Eric to give this a listen." Told him come on up, let's check it out. It was a long time coming, but I don't think it would've happened in any time frame. I don't think it would've worked if I didn't have time to heal and address the situations. It probably could've taken a lot less time had I not taken the destructive path I had taken, but maybe that was something I had to go through so I could understand where Brad was at and why he chose to leave us.

When you say "the destructive path," was it just your drinking or beyond that?

It was mainly just drinking. When Brad died, that was the last day I'd ever done any other ... I never messed with heroin after that. Prior to that, I had my own bouts with heroin and meth and stuff, but that was behind me at that point. It was mainly just drinking myself into oblivion -- and some painkillers in there, too.

Because you went through that and pushed yourself to that level, do you have more of an appreciation for what's happening now?

Fully. I think that both Eric and myself have matured in our character as well as our musical ability and talent. It's interesting 'cause we used to be the most cantankerous crew around; people would refuse to work with us, we had a hard time finding management and booking agents because of our notorious past. And we were playing the KROQ Almost Acoustic Christmas [an annual concert sponsored by the L.A.-based rock radio station], and the group at KROQ was like, "Wow, these guys are like really well-behaved. They were, like, the easiest artists to work with this whole two-day event." I think we have a better attitude and we just love playing this music.

Like you said, you're a different person now, so have the songs changed for you? If so, what are some of the ones that really are different for you?


It's an interesting question because a lot of the stuff we recorded with Sublime we recorded on the spot. When we went out and recorded the self-titled album, I remember sitting next to Eric on the plane out to Willie [Nelson]'s place [Pedernales Studios, near Austin, Texas], and it was like, "Dude, what are we gonna do? We got, like, two or three songs worked out. We need to record an album, this is go time." Brad was over there scratching in his notebook some ideas and lyrics. So Sublime's always pretty much been a work at progress or progress at work, 'cause it seemed like we were always under the gun and just creating on the spot. And Sublime's always kind of had this improvisational jam or dub style associated with it, so we do kind of change the songs when we play them live from time to time, too. We feel the music when we play it; it's like a living, breathing entity, so it's not like just anybody can re-create what Sublime does.

When you heard that KROQ has named Sublime as one of the top three bands of all time, what was going through your head?

"I told you so, damn it!" [laughs] That, and, "Yeah, I wish you were here, brother, to experience this with me." That's another thought. There's really not a day that goes by that I don't think about Brad, and Eric had a really good quote the other day. He said, "I'd gladly go back to playing one-hole dives to get my brother back." And that's just the sentiment that we both share. We really loved Brad and we miss him dearly. And seeing his son -- his son is 15 years old now -- and looking at my daughter [at 15 months] and knowing that she would've been four months now without a father. You do comparisons, and it's heart-wrenching. So those thoughts go through my mind. "Wish you were here." "I told you so," and "Right on, guys! We really did something really cool here, left our mark on history."

If you had to choose three Sublime songs to turn kids on to the music, what would you pick and why?

I would have to say three quintessential songs, '40oz. to Freedom,' 'What I Got' and 'Seed.' The reason why I chose those songs is because 'What I Got' is a perfect example of sampling other people's music and making it your own. '40oz. to Freedom' showed where we kind of started off, our mindset then, and 'Seed' shows the punk-rock originality element of the band, 'cause one person asked me, "You guys kind of came up with this sound." And it really wasn't that we did it first or anything like that because the Police combined reggae and rock, Bad Brains punk and reggae, we did our own thing with the hip-hop, ska, punk, reggae kind of thing. But they were like, "Why don't these other bands succeed? How come there hasn't been somebody else to just like take your crown and take it to the next level?" They forgot the rock, they forgot the f---ing rock, not necessarily rock 'n' roll music but to rock the f--- out. So that's why I would say 'Seed.'
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nekuwa

Just saw them play today, and you know what is better than not seeing them play at all? Seeing them play with Rome. I had a great time. Sure Rome isn't Brad. But I got to see 2 of the 3 Sublime members play Sublime songs with a singer that can do quite well. That is a lot better than not seeing them at all, for me.

July 14 2011 at 3:20 AM Report abuse Permalink rate up rate down Reply
Erinnn

I agree and disagree with the whole Rome thing. I agree because like you guys said, Bud and Eric were a huge part of the music, but I disagree because I personally don't like Rome just because I hate seeing someone besides Brad up there performing with Eric and Bud. That's just a personal thing though, because just like any other true fan, I'm attached to Brad. His voice was one of a kind and his were lyrics beyond words. He was a musical genius and in my opinion, they were the greatest band of all time. I never knew I could love someone as much as I love Brad and Sublime in general. Not only for the music, although that's what brought all of us fans in, but because of who they were and what their music represented. I put them in their own genre which I call "Feel good music" because that's exactly what it does. I can be in the worst mood and put on any one of their songs, and by the time the song is over I won't even remember why I was in that mood because the only thing that matters is their music. I didn't know what it was to truly love and obsess over a band until I heard Sublime. Words can't describe the way I feel about their music. This brings me back to why I don't like Rome. It's nothing personal towards him, it's just that I'd rather see Brad up there, not Rome. But I will say he does a damn good job. It's not the same though, and it never will be. I don't know why Brad was taken from us or where he is now, but I do know that when I die, I want to be there with him.

March 27 2011 at 12:11 PM Report abuse Permalink rate up rate down Reply
Crawl

Man, Brad IS a legend what he did with music and what Sublime created was one of a kind a master piece, yes you will never be able to replace a super talented musician like Brad, but think of history its always repeats itself! started with Hank Williams, then Buddy Holly and Pasty Cline, Jim Morrison , Jimmy Hendrix, ect....... you see what I have done here I know there are a bunch of singers that probably a lot of you have never listened to but thats not the reference what I am talking about is that these guys and girls were all legends of there times one in a millions and were the greats of there genre of music and sparked what a lot of listen to know. Its funny how history is always repeating its self and how it only happens to the ones that have to best going for them. Brad..... we all love you and your music genius and are going to miss you dearly and Eric and Bud what you guys are attempting have been tried my many but only been successful by few. Best of luck to you guys and if you ever come to Houston I will be front stage ready to be blown away. To the rest of you out there hey! they didn't ask for this to happen back in 96 they didn't want this any more then any of you did and they are just trying to do the best they can at least they found a guy (Rome) that sounds pretty close to what Brad sounded like and didn't try to change the sound or the music of the band. They are sticking to what they know and do best and they are doing a Pretty good job at it. Eric Bud you guys keep rocking the F___King world with what you guys are doing and keep strong and keep feeding that beautiful sound that we all come to love known as Sublime and your fans good or bad will always come to listen

July 04 2010 at 1:16 AM Report abuse Permalink rate up rate down Reply
Jeff W in Ottawa Canada

Just bought my tickets for the Montreal show coming up in August, i have never been more excited for a concert than i am now. Too bad they are'nt coming to Ottawa! Sublime still plays every day in my house and sometimes car. Good luck and thank you to Bud,Eric and the crew. See you in Montreal!!!

June 27 2010 at 2:08 PM Report abuse Permalink rate up rate down Reply
michele italia san marino

beh..la penso così: I'll be there in london in october. I never missed long beach dub all stars, I won't miss sublime with rome, then I'll tell you my opinion. but to anticipate something...my heart is already pumpin' like a beast. WE ALL WILL IMAGINE BRAD UP THERE ON STAGE, and it will sound YEAHHHHHHHHH! and I assure you it won't be something like Queen or Alice in Chains or some other. this is SUBLIME people, with rome, but SUBLIME

May 20 2010 at 4:52 AM Report abuse Permalink rate up rate down Reply
carleigh valdez

I honestly cannot begin to express the love I have for Sublime. You three (brad, eric, and bud) make the best music i could ask for, and there isnt a day that goes by where I dont listen to you. I often get very sad about the loss of Brad, it hurts me sooooooo much to lose such a unique, talented, lover of life. One of the only things I need to do in my life was/is to see sublime live with Bradley jammin up there, improvising and singing his heart and soul out. Damn. I was always iffy about Rome, i just couldnt see it being the same (which its not) but it was hard for me to accept it. Someone else singing his words...but you guys are right, and Bud you gotta trust Eric's word right? he DID do the same thing with Bradley. Bud, i'm thankful for the honesty and im glad that getting the band back together has taken you away from the negativity of life. Everyday I think about Bradley and it kills me inside and i'm soso sorry that you guys lost a brother like that. to something so pointless and useless. This is cool, i'm glad you guys have a website. Fuck that myspace website! jackasses. Sublime will live on... Rome keep it original !! peace and love

May 19 2010 at 9:30 PM Report abuse Permalink rate up rate down Reply
Gus

They deserve to play Sublime songs again... and Rome was one hundred percent approved by Bud and Eric so he deserves a break too not to mention he has potential. They need to keep going playing their music to the world because fans would rather see them on stage than keeping their songs buried. Im waiting for a show here in Brazil! Congrats

May 05 2010 at 7:59 PM Report abuse Permalink rate up rate down Reply
Derek

Just saw them tonight in Chicago. Flat out awesome. Rome and the guys really had a great flow going and absolutely rocked the place. Bud and Eric have a right to keep on going and playing and experiencing everything and anything. And of course it's different without Bradley, but the sounds and excitement is certainly still there. I hope everyone out there, the lovers and haters, all get a chance to see what Sublime with Rome really is and how great it can be.

April 29 2010 at 2:10 AM Report abuse Permalink rate up rate down Reply
TSA Martin

I discovered Sublime back '97 and played it so much my daughter fell in love with the whole groove.Since then she has every CD,Picture albums,has gone to Long Beach to pay her respect,tattooed herself with the Sublime flowers,made her room a shrine to Brad,saw them at their first show in Sparks Nv with Rome and finally got to see them and meet them in Reno.She is now 22 and her date that night was me,her dad.The show was one of the best I've been to.I got a chance to talk to Bud before he went on to Denver with his beautiful daughter and family and if anyone deserves success it's Sublime.It's been a long time coming,if you want to have a great time with a truly American band,Go See Sublime!!!

April 27 2010 at 7:30 PM Report abuse Permalink rate up rate down Reply
Tonyfish

I just went to the Denver show last night...f---n sick! Bradley may be gone, but love for the music is strong.... haters can s--k it!

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